Tonight as I type this, my heart is breaking and I know I will cry alot more before going to bed, it is hard to keep from crying now. My precious Levi, followed Katie Girl off as usual hunting, Monday evening. She finally returned home Last night about 10, too sore and tired too move. But my little dancing bear didn't come back with her. I just wrote a story about him for Tuesdays Show and Tail. We live in the country and there are a lot of acres for them to ramble. He goes with her quite often but always comes back in a few hours. The last time I saw him was Monday Evening around 4:30. I just knew he would be home when I got up Tuesday morning, or last night or at least by this morning, but so far he isn't home. I have cried all day and DH had rode all over the pastures, woods and down around the lake, but there is no sign of him. I love my big lug, and hurt to think he may have jumped a deer and ran so far that he can't find his way back, or that someone might have shot him, it is Turkey season here and some of these idiots will shot a dog if they interfere with their hunting. Another thing that bothers me is he LOVES to eat, he is always hungry and every time you walk out the back door he is begging for food. The thought of him being gone 2 days with no food is killing me. I miss seeing him when I open the patio door blinds.
DH says he thinks he will come back home it might take a while but he has had hunting dog that where gone for a week that finally showed up. He was encouraged that he didn't find his body anywhere.
I just know I miss him and hurt to think of how he is suffering and maybe scared of being by himself, he is such a big baby. I know it is silly and God has more important things to worry about, but I pray he will bring him home safe, or if he is gone that he didn't suffer any.
I won't be posting anything tomorrow, my heart just isn't in it. I will stop by and visit when I can keep my mind on what I am reading. I know I'm being silly, so please forgive me.